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--While bended down in the wine-dark sea...--the Odyssey

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Late B(l)oomer, ex-Boho, -flaneur,-radical faerie; -admin assist; 47; single; retired; I love the performing arts, since purchasing my first Mac have tended to read the Biz/Tech section of the daily rag before any other (which alone probably dates me).

A first-generation San Franciscan, I remember the City as a working-class town, pre-Vatican II Masses (the priest's back turned to the congregation), the Grand Piano Caf� in the Haight and playing in the streets with the sons of ex-Chief of Police Thomas Cahill.

Educated at St. Mary's College in Moraga, CA; I have labored variously as a gardener, government manual laborer, law clerk, and stripper.

Unabashedly romantic, hopelessly neurotic, something of a snob, I have yet to be convinced of the efficacy of psychotherapy.

Socially liberal, my politics are shifting from a bold-faced libertarianism ('Conservatives with no morals' according to David Horowitz) to a more socially responsible liberalism. Perhaps this is part of vestigial Catholic social doctrine creeping into my old age. I currently reject the god hypothesis but have periodic fits of faith so violence they are like attacks of fever.

My pet is named Kitty, a neutered male.

My pet peeves are: � American car culture � Gross commercialization on the web � The loss of Bohemian culture in the City-by-the-Bay � Microsoft products

My pet loves are reading and music. Currently I'm reading Barabara Tuchman's The Guns of August, Emile Zola's Nana, and Steve Levy's Hackers.

So where do you want to go today (Uggh!)?

EYE CANDY

SOUND DESIGNS (MIDIs)

barcarolle1 2'58"�16kB Ca4fyjg9 1'08"�kB
Ca678xab 1'46"�13kB Cabf2 1'38"�9kB
Cac1qrst 1'23"�5kB Cache~1 6'00"�41kB
Cad5qihe 1'14"�5kB Caijsher 2'02"�9kB
Caity9cf 1'46"�9kB Cajq-a 2'34"�11kB
Cakx7s66 1'32"�6kB Caluym41 2'02"�8kB
Casfa 2'08"�8kB Caw20h4w 1'36"�5kB
Contemp1 1'25"�9kB Contemp3 2'03"�8kB
Symph3 2'26"�8kB Gamelan1 2'12"�13kB
GenJazz 1'52"�21kB tr7-10a 1'25"�6kB
tr7-11 2'15"�7kB tr7-14 1'31"�5kB
tr7-16 1'44"�15kB tr7-17 2'41"�9kB
tr7-19 1'07"�6kB tr7-2 1'42"�5kB
tr7-20 1'42"�9kB tr7-21 2'20"�10kB
tr7-3 2'04"�23kB tr7-4a 1'34"�7kB
tr7-5 1'29"�7kB tr7-6 2'42"�16kB
tr7-8 1'32"�20kB

Most of my MIDIs were generated with the help of a fractal program called Music in the Numbers. I am always on the lookout for MIDIs which are musically different: experimental, a non-Western style, electronica, fractally-generated, i.e., anything that appeals to me. Regarding such I would recommend the following sites:The Sound of Mathematics and Example of Users of MUSINUM Page

If you'd like me to post your MIDIS on this website with the proverbial � let me know.

In any event please send me (interesting) MIDIs here

a quote:

--Don't worry about me, I have breathed the vivifying air of failure many times.--Samuel Beckett

a story:

A Heart That Could Beat Right Across The World
In Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter, Simone de Beauvoir offers up the following image of Simone Weil(1909-43):She intrigued me because of her great reputation for intelligence and her bizarre get-up; she would stroll around the courtyard of the Sorbonne attended by a group of Alain's old pupils; she always carried in the one pocket of her dark-gray overall a copy of Libres Propos and in the other a copy of L'Humanite. A great famine had broken out in China, and I was told that when she heard the news she had wept: these tears compelled my respect much more than her gifts as a philosopher. I envied her having a heart that could beat right across the world. I managed to get near her one day. I don't know how the conversation got started; she declared in no uncertain tones that only one thing mattered in the world: the revolution which would feed all the starving people of the earth. I retorted, no less peremptorily, that the problem was not to make men happy, but to find the reason for their existence. She looked me up and down: 'It's easy to see you've never been hungry,' she snapped.

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